The Lord spoke to my heart with regard to myself unto these things from which I have not repented in my mind and heart.  God said to me, “Why do you mourn greatly for those who persecute you or cause you pain?  Therefore, do you need to mourn and wail also unto Me for your sin you have committed against Me alone?  Turn your laughter into mourning; humble your heart before Me and watch what I will do.  Mourn greatly for the sins you commit against Me.  For this is the heart of poor in spirit and I your Lord will faithfully heal you completely.  You will rejoice in My love as I alone heal your broken heart.